I wonder

If I were to get into local uni, will I be happier? I would make my parents proud. I would be more proud of myself but I wouldn't be happier. I wouldn't have met my group of close friends and I wouldn't have met him. 

So what if I did get into local uni? Would I be doing the things I love? When I graduate, would I be loving my job? Or so what if I enroll into Laselle after my A's and learn graphic designing or fashion? Would all that make me mightier, more sophisticated? 

YOLO. Of course we only live once. It's silly fact that people emphasize just to give excuses to do silly things. In fact we die every second, we lose a bit of our lives each time we breathe. But what would we all do if we have the capabilities to do anything we want? (Instead of using yolo as an excuse) What if there's no society pressure with the necessary degrees and qualifications? What if money is never a problem? Would we do better if we just follow our hearts and do what we love? 

I think so. 

We would have spent every second of our lives happier than what we are doing now.

Being happy isn't about everything, I know that. Everyone has their own goals, eventually, even if you don't have one yet. But being happy is a goal that many has, and that proves that happiness is pretty hard to achieve. If you have a goal and that is to be happy, then do what you love. Step up and solve your problems, talk it out and move on. Deal with obstacles and settle with what makes you contented. If you feel like crying, go ahead. Whatever that makes you feel better.

As for me, I would start by appreciating what I have right now.