I dont exactly know why am I ranting my day away... I need an outlet I guess. Nobody reads this anyway. (:

I need a getaway... I seriously cant wait for my birthday, I want a chalet, I want more attention. (honestly)



Woke up at six am to prepare for school, the traffic was bad yet again (not surprising), attended lecture on my own and gave the wrong answer VERBALLY during Balwant's lecture. Hahahaha I was so wrong. But whatever, I dont really care about what others say now. Lecture ended 15 mins earlier, headed down to photocopying room to find Sj. It's funny how a photocopying standing-up session can turn to a stress-reliever chat outlet. I remember pressing the scanning button every now and then to scare Sj HAHAHA. Her test is coming up, all the best okay! REVISE NOW and no regrets, guilt can kill and swallow you whole.

Dajie was late but we were still trying to finish printing all of Sj's textbook. Ate at some foodcourt in school I never knew existed until today LOL. Talked about everything under the sun, laughed at all sorts of stories we compiled in our recent memories. I was extremely, extremely happy when Sj commented that I lost weight, I feel like at least I accomplished one of my goals this month, which is to eat healthy, exercise often and tone up my body. Besides sleep deprivation and my mind completely occupied with a shocking long list of to-dos, I feel better, comfortable and more confident.

Anyhoo, we went to some uncomfortable student lounge and sat on the carpet floor, revising till Dajie's lesson which starts at 3:30pm. Apparently, we realised that we couldn't even attempt the first few math questions in Dj's math assignment. I'm so sorry I cant help Dj. WHAT A JOKE. Jokers ah all. ): Hell, which adds on to the constant annoying rant in my head to BUCK UP LA... Afterwards Sj and I left school but before that we bought "Authentic Hokkaido Icecream" which tasted like Kings, or rather more diluted than Kings- Queens? LMAO. We sneaked the ice cream (mine in cup, Sj's in CONE HAHAHA) on bus 61 towards Bukit Batok. Hehehe boy, those stares from NP students. I was pretty paranoid thinking that they would tell on us. In fact we planned to split the fine 50-50 if we were caught. Then we went on to the Agnes B. Bag topic. HAHAHAHA one fine means one Agnes B. bag. So if I'm not caught, will I get my bag? Hehe funny ah. FUNNY AH. :<

Reached home, bathed and immediately, I say IMMEDIATELY, dozed off. When I woke up at 9pm, I thought it was time for morning class. -.- hahahahahaa

Skipped dinner(my family doesnt have dinner, slimming method for mum dad), drank dad's fruit juice. I think it consisted of 4 oranges, 3 apples. No honey, no sugar, no filtering of fibre. It's so healthy and I'm glad my dad does this EVERYDAY.

Did some leg raise, spent time with mum and dad watching 10 o'clock variety taiwan show, and back to my desk.

I miss the Boyfie. We didnt talk at all the whole day. He needs sleep/rest/naps way more than I do... Well he'll be out by tomorrow 9am! Happy much. :D Need more time to play now. Now now where or when can I have my fun back in my life.

11/10/11 last Tuesday, went to find Shah because he was going to have ligament operation the next day. Wasnt my first time, but didnt like it that much. Coughed and was too tired to go for that one hour tutorial the next day hahahaha sorry myself. 

I really need a solution.

I went google and

"9 Things That Keep Every Relationship

Going Strong Every Day"

1) Schedule "Me" Time

Every r/s needs a "no-r/s time". You work all day, so when you get home you feel like you have to be with your partner for the rest of the night. No good. Let him work in the garage or play video games while you do yoga or watch the show that you buffered two weeks ago. Have an hour of "me" time everyday.

2) Keep the Guffaws Coming

Laughing is a key to a r/s. Even when you're all stressed up or frustrated, try to find something to giggle about. It'll always pull you out of a funk.

3) Steal a Midday Hello

"No matter how busy our lives are, my gf and I check in when we have a quick moment. It's quick but says so much about being in each other's corner and making each other a priority."

4) Let The Compliments Flow

"...Even if it seems like something insignificant. We're in the midst of home improvement, and complimenting my man's dry-walling or sanding skills helps alleviate the strain of remodelling and makes him happy"

5) Show Some Love

"Hands down, no questions asked: a kiss and a hug every single day. Touching is so important!"

6) Get down to Business

"Have sex. It's a good stress reliever, and everybody's happy."

7) Speak Your Mind

"I feel that our relationship is strong because we really respect each other enough to be honest and up front in our communication at all times."

8) Say Those Three Little Words

It is so simple, but tell your partner "I love you" everyday, and mean it."

9) End The Day Together

"We try to go to bed around the same time at night and lie there for about five to ten mins and just chat about anything and everything.That time when nothing is going on becomes something that we really look forward to."

I need it and I dont know, I hope I can feel better.