double study date<3

woahhhh did alot alot of TYS questions, had alot of questions
hence met joel @ northpoint bk with bestie (:
it's damn good to see alllll your questions answered, SERIOUSLY.
met so many people thr, jason yinxiu keqing francis saman's friends.


AND WHY must people inquire about my love life before they can EVER tell me theirs?!
HUR? HUR HUR HUR HURRRR?! *hmphs to bestie and bestie's BOYFRIEND, yinxiu and yinxiu's BOYFRIEND HAHA*

anyway i have about six essay questions to do, from foofoopoofoo.
actually he's really cute in his way.
had a three-student consultation with him- he spent about twenty mins telling us that firstly :[here's the gist] he seriously feels that war is coming soon, when ussr reunites.

i asked him ," EH MR FOO so when war comes what will YOU do?"

foo: " eh i'll just stay at home and sleep. *pauses* and die thr loh!"

HAHAHHAHAHAHA

secondly, he lectured us on HISTORY. how spore is poart of a colony, blahblahs japan damn powerful. ahyo. ahyoahyo foofoopoomoo-

okay he's really naive and innocent in his own way. by the way i REALLY THINK that foo will be that type of guai guai mummy's boy whereby his mommy will fix up blind dates ^^ for him every weekend. awwwww pujupuju. serious puju. i hope he gets married and invites 33a ONE DAY.

anyway today's great, besides walking in the rain trying to sms, every once in a while having that shock of slipping halfway due to worn out havainnas, looking all drenched and ugly while ppl stare at you waiting for ban mian in kopitiam at 9:30pm, and lastly getting gastric pains RIGHT BEFORE i stuff my first mouthful of ban mian in my mouth.

eh nah, LASTLY. it's 12am! 9 MORE DAYS TO A'S! oh well.

HELLO A LEVEL

HELLO i'll shall make it short,

before math mock test everything was crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, cameras started to clickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, my head was spinningggggggggggggggzzzzzzxxxxxx

angel and devil. should i go for math mock test or should i not?! HAHAHA

and i love this peekture. i love i love i love. anyway sj was calling her mum with the gc. her mum says good luck for math test :D

GRAD DAY. I WANT TO TYPE ALOT STUFFS HERE BUT I DONT HAVE TIME.. SO!

THE MOST IMPT THING I WANT TO SAY IS,

I CANT WAIT FOR PROM :D

MISS KIONG! WA DAMN HAPPY I COULD TAKE ONE PHOTO WITH HER

HAVE NO FRET, 33A IS GOING FOR PROM, SO GRAD DAY DOESNT MATTER

I LIKE MS HO. HOHOHOHOHOH

I STILL LIKE MS HO.

right before taking the photo ms ho came up to me and said," EH JOEY! when you went up on stage they[teachers] were saying your skirt today DAMN LONG leh!"

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA

WELL I STILL LIKE MS HO.

EH, DE JAVU, WE TOOK A PHOTO LIKE THIS DURING CLASS BBQ-



HEHEHEHEHEHE JUST THAT FANG QI LIKE MORE CHIO THAN EVER SIA!
[she's going to kill me LMAO]

if you realised both our expressions ARE EXACTLY THE SAME. SOME THINGS NEVER CHANGE.

I WANNA BE JUST LIKE HER :D THE BEST TUTOR EVER

I LIKEY

indulgence,

taking the sweet sweet weewooweet melody ,

played by the piano pro--- KAISHENG. DUH, WHO ELSE CAN BE MORE PRO THAN HIM?!

LISTENING TO KAISHENG'S-------------


liang zhi lao hu.

liang zhi lao hu liang zhi lao hu

pao de kuai

pao de kuai

yi zi mei you er duo

yi zi mei you zuei ba

zhen qi guai

zhen qi guai

*CLASPS HANDS, STANDING OVATION*

I LIKEY

DYNAMITE FEAT. JANITOR!!!

WE HELPED HIM MOVED THE CHAIRS AND CLEARED THE RUBBISH FOR HIM :D

feels dammmmnnn good *shuang*

esp when you touch the smashed insect on the pamplet, indulge in it, *rubs* HAHAHAHAHAH

HOR WENA :D

BBALL FTW :D

A LEVELS IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER! JUST LIKE SJ, IT TRIES TO HIDE AND SCARE YOU!

JIAYOU. (:

when you feel it, suddenly.

now i know how it's like to feel alone
absolute solitas
left out
as little snippets flash in the mind,
snippets sourced from the past half decade
playing, projecting memories around self,
fast forwarding the heartwrenching moments
and downright mocking by pressing slow motion at the affectionate, touching moments full of mirth,

sitting in the room,
anything faced has a story on its own
where the tales all contribute to
that special connection once had.
the bears being cried on for years
the letters piled up in that box

the mirror once shared.

or perhaps, the snippets exude the reverse?
heartfelt moments fast forwarded
heartwrenching clips slow mo-ed.
jeering at us.

passed the period of being caught in the middle
leave or not to leave
which felt like forever

it's simply the experience of being haunted.



hence forever is only idealistic.

that was quite a show; very entertaining. but it's.

written on 20th may 2009-

actually, i didnt want to blog today.
but after seeing jobyforever.bs,
i suddenly understood alot of things that i didnt realise on many levels about the blog that i created months ago.
it's like, joby forever.
the thing is that whenever i blog there, i use the name "jo"
and when by blogs he uses the title "by"
and it's always, constantly, revolving around our names, our posts,
forever "jo" ;forever "by".

and the blog title itself serves its purpose.

and the second thing i realised is that the blog helped us in many, many ways.
for a very good example,
i wasnt very happy just now.
when i went online, i went to jobyforever because i miss it.
and i saw by's post which he just blogged.
it kind of eradicates that burning anger i had few mins ago.

many times,
you can never possess that ability to express to the person you hurt yet love -the person who just doesnt want to answer your call- about how apologetic you are.
we communicate to each other in little bite-sizes of short sentences and random snapshots of us that wholly depicts our love, hoping that we understand what we truly feel about one another.
and that itself, the purpose, allows us to last together. jo and by forever as it goes on and on with no intruders.

and jobyforever the phrase came up to us when we were only together for the first month, when by and i were still in secschool. i was only in sec2 then. it came up when we were sneaking love letters to each other, by passing his letter to my friends everyday without fail hoping that i get to receive his professed love on the foolscap paper.

it is so weird, to have a relationship for four years and a half- for having a first love like me. because from what i see couples are breaking up everyday, unable to tolerate each other -for only months! seriously, i truly believe that it's fate, coincidental stuffs like, our names are almost alike, and it forms joby. and the way we met each other is simply hilarious. our first date, becomes many dates, and our photos just accumulate forever, from tens to hundreds. i never know how it feels breaking away entirely from a person you love deeply, and i never know that feeling of being away from someone that close. because we never fail to contact each other everyday. even days when he went overseas, he brought his phone batteries and many caller id cards to contact me. i really dont know. thanks to this guy, he filled my life with tears, he brings joy, love, everything bitter and sweet. it is really weird to know that hey, my relationship with him and other couples are different. people look at our relationship in awe when i said oh we have been together for four years. even three years surprised them.

but by, why. i dont understand, like why is it that we can last that long. it's just awesome to me now, because it is only until now i truly realise how special this connection is. and i forgot how being single feels like. or a girl with a family but nobody else that you can truly count on whenever you need him.








thanks to you uh by. AHAHAHAA. for unknowingly making me "pc" this jobyforever phrase and our relationship. and now i'm in awe. HAHAHAHAHHAHAA. like wow, is this really happening to me? thing.

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jobyforever.bs is deleted from blogspot already. that was one of the reasons why i didnt blog for the past few weeks. another reason was that i didnt know how to express my sense of loss in words. there was only one option which is to be pathetic. to look pathetic. hence i really want to thank three people in my life who helped me even though i didnt reach out to them at all. i really didnt wish to look pathetic.






in this half a decade i learnt alot of things,
i've grown from a 13 yr old little insensible girl to an 18 yr old with a boy whom somewhat guided me throughout these years. without him i might smoke. without him i might club. or maybe without him i would be worse than an alcoholic. but when i grew up as i near 16 there was a role reversal. and absurdly i couldnt prevent it and feel tired being the mature one.

isnt it true; how about a round of applause.
standing ovation.

that was quite a show, very entertaining.
but it's over now.
go on and take a bow.


i realised this part of my life has taught me way too much. now i know what i'm looking for and what to prioritise in life. i can tell the difference btwn honesty and not, genuine or fake. i knew how it's like to feel completely unappreciated. to feel exploited. hence no matter how much i have lost , faith, all that shit, at least i gained experience.

WHOAAAAA it's been the longest since i've last blogged.

hey peopleeeeeeee especially to my alllllltime fav reader DAJIE HAHAHAHA apologies for not blogging. have been ehhhhhh very very busy!!!!!

i wanted to try the haitus thing on my blog but i just cant bring myself to do that ): if not i'll be bottling stuffs up and for once nobody knows anything about me HAHAH. okay tantilising.


ALL I CAN TELL YOU IS,

A LEVELS IS DAMMMMNNNNN TAXING. SO TIRING. HAAAALLOW, jc1 people dont joke around like i did okay! dont praypray. you dont study during j1 YOU DIE IN J2.

a SOLID evidence would be the absence of photos that i used to upload in albums and albums established practice. routinely. now, i'm going to post some ancient peektures which i know anyone has seen it already. too bad, i dont have any new photos ): which is EXACTLY my point, jc2 life is sad.


anvy and julia stayed over at my place DAMN LONG AGO[before prelims WOOT]. HAHAHAHHAA and we webcammed like madness! afterwards at about 3am everyone got damn high and hit each other with all my soft toys [IF YOU RMB I HAVE p-l-e-n-t-y]. i remembered mummy scolding me for making too much noise that night. zzz. zz zz z


a few of my favourite foutos :D

HAHAH damn retarded HHAHAA

ANVY AH ANVY

JULIA?! .. JUUULIA?!?!
ANVY HAS BUCKTEETH HERE

:D :D all are on facebook in the album with the title "TRAIN.BUSSTOP. UKUN NBBBB" eh something like that. LMAO.

and then there's rie's birthday! so long agoooooooooowwwww.

I LOVE THIS :D WENYA WAS THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHHA HELLO WENYA :D

:D

WA DAMN NICE LOH DAMN NICE.

sorry i just love this polaroid peekture. HAHAHHA

GAYS. farmville pro and jasonneo!

WAH THIS IS DAMN NICE LOH.
SHORT SHORT SHORT.

cherie gan! happy birthday HAHAHHA.

oh ya!'s

Lady Gaga Concert at Fort Canning Park, 12 August 2009.

the concert was freaking AWESOME.

the worst thing was, my stupid LG 's battery went flat when Inquisitive appeared dj-ing and right before GAGA APPEARED. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

i got from my friend jas :D

DAMN NICE LOH. SHE'S DAMN HOT. DAMN DAMN HOT.

her bubbles piano[!!!!!!!!!!!] and her sexy costumes HAHAHHAHA

DAMN COOL I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT .


lastly, lunch with BESTIE :D :D :D :D that day was LOVE.

i superrrrrrrrrr love this hor bestie i love you ^^

it felt so much better talking to you and laughing my heart out HAHAHHAA

awwwwwwwwwwww.

sheng jing bing you mao bing

classic. LMAO

we actually went through the entire session of retail therapy and HELL YEAH IT WORKED I FELT SOOOO MUCH BETTER HAHAHAHHA bought shorts, dresses [DAJIE YOU SAID MUST WEAR DRESS DONT ALWAYS WEAR TEE SHIRTS SHORTS RIGHT] bangles and whatnots, OH! couple bohemian bangles for each other :D :D :D

hennywei, [ does the sj's hand gesture LMAO]

dont have time to blog about idiotic laugh-my-heartass-out-like-madness incidents

eg. ABEL'S AND PRIS'S " PO PO THINKING WE MOW LAWNS" in ne-yo's song HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

OKAY PEOPLE IF YOU THINK NIGGA IT'S POLICE'S THINKING WE TAKE DRUGS

BUT IF YOU THINK IN DIALECT..

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA

get it?!?!?!? dont get it ask me HAHAHHAHA

and the stewpid DYNAMITE IMITATING ME THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE BREAK WTHELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL IMAGINE MY AGONYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY THEY CAN REALLY MAKE YOU LYAO [laugh your ass off]

AND KAI SHENG YOU BETTER GET YOUR ASS BACK TO IJ FROM TODAY ONWARDS IF NOT ME, YOUR CHAIRMAN [huh you still rmb who's your chairperson hur hur hurHURHURHUR?!?!?!?] WILL MAKE SURE YOU DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

end of busy dramamama.