countdown to a level.

70 DAYS!!!
& NEXT WEEK TO PRELIM 2!!!

and mind you it's not EXACTLY 70 days.

we sleep 8 hours [ about thr] a day so 8hrs x 70 = 560hrs

560hrs is about 23.3333333 days

so 70days - 23.33333days = 46.66667days left

we eat, shit and travel everyday about min 2 hours [ya rightttttt 2 hrssss.. -_-],

2hrs x 70 = 140hrs

140hrs is about 5.83333days

so if we study like madness and dont watch tv/ dont play/ dont talk/ dont slack /no internet break

we have about 40.83334days!




i simply counted this so i think i'll make some mistakes.
hahahaa.

for once i hope there's a mistake in my calculation.

for once i really feel that

someone certainly deserves a freaking slap.

because of what you did to her.

i tried.

The open door with empty rooms
hear dead silence dust stirs
chasing these shadows the longest ever cast

i cant remember
how fast time passed in the blowing wind
though the broken window
where we used to sit

now its just these empty chairs
the weight of loneliness heavy in the air
and the sounds of our summer have come and gone

i knew your heart i could never win.

hello i'm back and it's a happy girl for sure!

a few days ago we were walking towards causeway and sj asked me-

sj : eh! how to do this econs question ah. what would be the best policy to move the point inside ppc curve to let it be ON the ppc curve??

ks and i [in unison] : supply-side!!!!!!! [ks act smart only HAHAHA]

sj : no!

ks and i : ?!?!?!?

sj : it's honesty lah! honesty is the best policy!!!

HAHAHAHAHA COCK SIA!

okay okay. i thought i can make this a "haitus" or whatever it's called, the break thingy from blogging but! i cant do it >:(

i am so determined to blog >:(
nothing can stop me >:(

and i can really do the >:( literally BECAUSE I'M SOOOO SUNBURNT!!!!
my forehead cracks whenever i do that! HAHAHAHA

anyway, happy birthday kaykay and anvy!!!

dearest anvy i hope you enjoyed your celebration ytd! sad i wasnt there but as long as you're happy!!! >:D


>:D cuz i cringed too much and now my burnt forehead's crumpled. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

ytd- xy's birthday celebration!!! :D under the hawt, hawt sunnnnn >:)







HAHAHA ALL THE ROLLING ON THE GRASS AND STEALING MY SLIPPERS TSK! >:(

they just took my slippers and throw it all over lah!!!!! D:<
WHO IS THE QUEEN OF SWINGING?!?!




catching butterfiles!!!! >:D >:D


i loveee this photo it's absolutely artistic. ks took one leh! KS LEH!? WOAHHHHH


i didnt know their wings are purple inside!?!?!


spot the butterfly! >8D


the best prawning people ever! HAHHAHAHA



CHING-ER. THE MOST CROOKED SMILE I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE. HAHAHAHA



KS IN SCHOOL! >:D




this is damn nice and it's the second time i've played this in my entire life!!! the first time was that dynamite outing when we watched up >:D >:D and i'm hooked! [like the prawns HAHAHA okay no link!]




we went to watch Up and it's REALLY THE MOST EMOTIONAL CARTOON MOVIE EVER. EVER.

kept crying throughout although i didnt want sj [BESIDE ME] to see me cry! she will laugh at me >:S LMAO




anyway my photos are a bit jumbled up. shona and ching!!! beside us sj and wena were having the swinging challenge!!! imagine sj swinging too hard and landing in the pool behind her HAHAHHAHA




>:D





and to end of with someone's face! HAHAHAHHAHAHAA EPIC SIA


end of last week's drama.


i am frequently reminded of this-
when you're depressed,
people who love you will support you,
and cheer you up.

but tolerance is not forever;
when your depression becomes draggy and troublesome,
these people will soon find you redundant and hard to handle.

sometimes i really wonder,
is it better to act unaffected and happy or
is it better to just let emotions show.


and i completely agree with you:
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye


lastly, i dont want to look pathetic.

HEYLOO LET'S THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY! :D

and all these posts were halfway typed., long long agoooooo.

HAHAHAHAHA. dont be surprised to see old photos. LMAO. those that i most probabvly have ardy posted them on fb last month. HAHAHHA

anyway sorry for not posting. i didnt even dare to view my blog the past few days because it's so depressing. seeing those emo posts reminded me of stuffs and i dont want to see!!! that's one of the reasons why i ponned school too HAHHAHA sooo very tantilising you dont get what i mean lmao. and i know people dont like to read emo posts LOH. because, i hate to read too!!! so i dont feel like blogging. i would be blogging emo stuffs. HAHAHA. ee so emo.


I THINK IT'S 17 July 2009


geog trip to marina bay!!!!!! it was pretty fun. was happy that i chose to go!



in the dark dark blue tunnel thingy LMAO

we took so many of that luh HAHA

i like this. JULIA LOOKS SOOOO TOOT AHHAHAHA

happy people.
we were pressing and pressing and slaming our palms on the touch screen HAHAHAH i think we kinda damaged it

and this is when SOMEONEEEEE tagged him/herself in this photo in rie's photos. wthell!??!!??!
says alot luh. like, wah, he/she viewed everything?!?!

as priscilla uses this as crying/weeping/tearing metaphor, the FLOODGATES.

the blue rangers.

this place is so cool!!! i want this for my bedroom!!!
and my peektures staring upwards. HAHAHAHA OR. LADY GAGA POSTERS LMAO

we did the ahlian star fingers thingy and BENJI, took it sideways. so we're up there. and benji's feet at the bottom. artistic sia

WOODLANDS. it says woodlands!!!!

suaku people!!!!

we took so many of these! HAHHAHA it's like a pledge, you have to walk through this tunnel, take photos to make a pledge to.. i forgot. HAHAHAHA

then we went to my favourite place!!! the other three havent been there before, and the worst thing was there werent much ppl there flying kites!!! so sad. if only they can see the crowds with fifty colourful unique kites everywhr, people playing anything under the gentle breezy weather...

ANYWAYYYY, rie and i went up to this group of girls[older poly type] and this is how i requested for their kite:

" hey! hellooo! um, i have never flewn a kite b4, and i would like to try. is it okay if you let me hold for a while?? :D :D :D "

HAHAHAHA she was like, okay! and the moment she passed the kite to me....

b4 it settles properly on my hand...

the string ran out and the kite flew off HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

WTSHIT.

DAMN FUNNY.

and the funniest part was that the girl caught it and allowed me to fly again, said, " wah! your first time very exciting sia" [smth like that]

HAHAHAA anyway for ppl who dont know i have a kite and i fly kites b4, it's just that i was itching to fly one when i was there. HAHAHAHHA

super nice view that rie took :)

FLYERRRRR i havent been up there yet!
one of the rare places i've never been to. i've been finding new places to hang out with by!!!

SUPER NICE RIGHT. credits 100% to rie. HAHA

hello anyway i typed these on FRIDAY which explains my title. HAHAHA. okay it's sunday already and it's time to finish essays!!!

end of a** unaf******

concert was the bomb yesterday. cant wait to blog about the craziest things ever!
BUT i gotta rush my essays first. HAHAHAHHA

sudden thought

pushing myself to the very sharp edge of depression,
about to
plunge into the glowing clouds of optimism.

but apparently i
missed
it,
somehow.




yay i did a poem. you need to feel that way to compose. HAHAHAH.
pc it pc it. :D
hidden meanings everywhr.

tantilizing

People change, when you have no where to hide, you have to pretend to be strong. That is the challenge. I wonder if you guys bothered to spare 5 secs of thought everyday to question yourselves how did things come to this.

When all left is merely the "precious" value of the *********** we once **** , it seems superficial, it seems immature, it seems worthless, it is time to consider change. No matter how much you want to return to the past. It's amazing how you meet more people worthy of verbal exchange and worthy of reliance.
completely agree. that's how i comfort myself, too. it's time to let go.

tantilizing : arousing desire or expectation for something unattainable or mockingly out of reach.

can you see what i'm trying to convey? :)

tell me if you can.

:D :D :D :D feelllllmyyyyjoooyyyyy

after waiting for so long,
I HAVE A NEW PHONE!!!! :D :D :D

and it's this colour! hahahahaha

and btw, apologies for not blogging. i just reached home from malaysia. HAHAHAHA. yay so happy. seriously, my parents are actually being super nice to me! it's super surprising and i really dont know why. and by's so cute too. elated and dancing inside my heart. :D

the cliche is proven wrong;
tomorrow wont be a better day.

it hurts. so much.
each time
like the cane whipping my naked soul
shamelessly
it doesnt stop no matter how i cry

WHY THE PRESSURE ON H1111111111111111

YESTERDAAAAYYYY, all my troubles seem so far awaaayyyy

and my homework keeps on piling awaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy

and my freedom seems so faaarrrr awaaayyyy

and siva's lessons keep on adding awaaayyyy

TMR, SEVEN AM - EXTRA GEOG LESSON.

dear all h1 chem, history and physics students.
kneel on your knees and let's thank god it's not geog.
next, kneel and offer three sticks to us.
i want paper white grand piano
a handsome paper toilet cleaner in my papery white mansion with huge chocolate fondue outside my room.
and an exclusive paper MJ post-death-concert ticket "death tour"
thankyewvehmuach.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ahh i'm too dependent on something!!!

solicitous

hello gello haha yup i know i've not been updating my posts, really apologetic about that.
i'm still working on my last longest post and that'll be somewhat a closure to this blog temporarily. [although secretly i know deep inside i would probably blog little little short entries when my desire to type is too strong HAHAHAH]

i have so many incidents to say, hilarious ones and not, serious ones and personal stuffs from the bottom of my heart. sometimes i have that tingling urge to jump onto my comp chair, switch on my laptop when i have that inspiration to blog. things that i think might amuse you guys,which amuse myself HAHAHAH and i could freely be contemptous and hurl cyber-verbal abuse at someone i label a bitch tsk tsk tsk. and how i feel about reading the last book of Harry Potter!!!!!!! OMG it's so freaking good, it's so fucken good the whole plot was full of twists and turns, i had so many surprises while reading, uncovering so many secrets and those answered burning questions i had in the half-blood prince, ohmygawd and i can do up a whole pc on it!!!!!!! the narrative skills from j.k rowling are so much better than all the novels' i've read for lit! it's soooooooo good. excellent. wonderful. brilliant, thumbs up, fingers up, seriously.

i am going gaga over the whole collection of HP esp the Deathly Hallows and how i wish it didnt end so soon!!! and i'm going gaga because i'm going to see GAGA soon!!!!! HAHAHAHA YA I KNOW DAMN RANDOM.

and i'm rambling again. and now i think of Mdm Chitra. HAHAHAHAH yes she rambled alot and although her words seem wise but i think she doesnt really tell us much info while Ms Lin tries so hard to correct our mistakes and feed us info. no prejudice here, swear!

and hello julias!!!! JULIA NG AND JULIA SOETRISNO. so glad to meet you guys in my life. HAHAHAHAHA.

julia ng, i'm so sorry but i've to postpone yet again, about our triple date. hahahaha, no time, it's still in my drafts HAHAHA. and tell me when you need my shirt!! HAHAHAHA

and dearest julia s, here's the photos you want!!! :) dajie too. lmao

yes julia s., your body has been cut into half HAHAHAHAH!

sorry for the abrupt closure, will blog when i am free-er. and this is not a service to provide my readers but just a outlet for me to express how i feel about outings i've had and a place for me to talk [type] to when i'm reticent[gp!] at home. hahahahahahaha love!

end of dramamama

[ the true meaning will only surface when i'm ninety years ago. which is what i included in my timeline when i did it during civics. closure of dramamama will end when i'm too old to type. i might move add, i might change the layout, but dramamama is what kept me from preposterous thoughts. i think i've plunged in more feelings than i thought i would, and i never knew during the start that having dramamama would change my life. haha mysterious mysterious. tantilising but imma not going to explain what i just said here. and here enigma is the perfect word to end this post :D ]