ytd literally suck-ed. .got damn drunk. but. i really love it.

ytd.
went to meet pwr at two.
alotalot of suay things happened.
i won't want to say.
but can at least list out twenty.
SERIOUS.
like,wah. missed the bus-stop;school gate locked;raining at botanic;can't get our present out for oiyi on time;cherie couldnt make it;sj gotta wait damnn long for camera;really.

it's countless.
that day was sad because of some personal stuff.
and i dont know why i got super drunk at botanic gardens only after drinking some vodka and started blabbering.

but i can totally recall what happened.
i really love my friends.
oiyi cheryl shijia and yauho.
it seems damn emo i know but seriously,
it's damn awesome,
when you have friends comforting you when you're damn sad,
they didnt get embarrassed when i started crying so damn loud
yauho listened to everything,i just simply poured my heart out;
oiyi ryl sj arranged a surprise for me to cheer me up.

when the surprise came i was so shocked.
just as i was sobering up surprise came and i even dropped my phone.
they are so damn nice.
really love them to bits.

it was our last pwr day with oiyi..before she leaves for usa.
it's damn sad.
really damn sad.
some things are so hard to describe.
some feelings are so hard to express.

i really dont want oiyi to go.
but i should feel happy for her.
wrote another letter to her but i forgot to bring.
it's damn sad.
at the pt of writing this i can't help crying.
i can't let go of her because she is part of my life.
everyone needs her.
her joy her happiness and spread of love kindness and friendship.

today,
as all of us sent her to the departure hall,
many people were crying.
i tried not to cry,
i didnt want her to see me crying right before she leaves.
but when i see how sj was shaking with all the tears and unwillingness to let her go
i cant help feeling damn sad.
rie cried abit too,
couldnt help it.
sheralin justina,even yanseng.
it was a super sad scene.
3 grps of people- her scgs girls, her t-ruggers and the pwr and 0833a.
i thought she was strong enough to hold back her tears but in the end she was on the verge of crying when it was the last call from the departure hall and finally broke down when she finally hugged her mum goodbye.
us, the huge grp blocking the entrance, unwillingly saying "bye oiyi"
-jialin and a few of us just broke down.
i dont know how to describe that scene.

i simply can't.

chercher:D

my post will be a day-lag.
haha because i have alotalot of photos with sj!!!
yay met cher!and sze!:D after teachers' day(:(:(:

finally gave her my present!!!
also, we made a badgekeychain "LIVE" with our just taken photo!!!X) hung on our hps as bffs tokens. HAHAHA
went bugis and bought damn cool shirts. really cool kay. the front has the word "hate" BUT when it's reflected on the mirror it's "Love". DAMN COOL:D
reached home pretty late,but luckily thr's by to fetch us(:

really crapped alot,chatted like thr's no tmr, ate like thr's no more chickens tmr, shiat like thr's no toilets tmr.

miss miss misssss them(:


did so muchos of camwhoring. at the spore dental centre! LMAO. damn cock. was accompanying her for her braces checkup.


sze ah sze.


more camwhoring at kfc. HAHA MISS HER CANXZXZXZ


BESTFRIENDSFOREVER(:


super happy.


by joined us to pick us up (: photo of the day? sze showing off his new iphone. LMAO


LMAO.

BFFS ARE LOVE.

HARROOO UPDATES(:

hello!
it's been so damn long since i've blog.
haven't written for very long too LMAO.
that's why today had palm cramps during econs test!!!
OKAY LET'S NOT TALK ABOUT THAT I'M GOING TO START FIRING COMPLAINTS.

but really no time to write la!i was still at question (a) when mdm low said left TEN MINS YOU KNOW?!?!?!?!? I WAS LIKE WTH?!?!?

anyway,
i'm going to start posting peeeektures from today's craazy thingys we've done with my captions! till the day after my granddad passed away. :(

let's not digress.

TODAY WE WENT SCUBA DIVING.

AT THE SWIMMING POOL. LMAO

yup odac again and we went for the introductory scuba!

it is damn COOL. REALLY DAMN COOL. WE WORE ALL THE TANK AND THE MASK AND EVERYTHING.

I CAN BREATHE UNDERWATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOW I KNOW HOW MY FIGHTING FISH FEELS:D

the photos are with my teacher. i will get it from her i swear!!!

it was at Safra MtFaber,

and at 7:16 after all the bathing and ooohs and ahhs at the shower thingy,we went to the yakun at safra!(: while waiting for BY to fetch us. SOO TAI TAIS. :D

EXPLICIT CONTENT. SOME SUUPER BUTCHY. DONT WORRY IT'S NOT ME. THE OTHER TWO.

it started off like this (:

and then.

then. and after calling oiyi and WE FOUND OUT ABOUT HER FLIGHT WHICH IS BROUGHT EARLIER TO THIS SUNDAY......

OIYI SEE?~!??~!??!?!?!?1 CAN YOU SEE?!??!?!?!?!?

SO DAMN SAD LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OIYI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DONT GO LAH!:(:(:(:(:( >;(

but then.

i dont like this photo. my boobs look pointy. YUCKS

then.

HAHAHAH

OKAY. BUTCHES.----

TAAADAAAAA CAUGHT IN ACTION BEHIND BY'S CAR.

HAAAAAAAAAHAHAHA WHO'S THE MAN??


***

ANYWAY, BY BOUGHT ME TWO FIGHTING FISH!!!


THIS IS NEH NEH.



THIS IS POK.

hmmmmm,
anyway i went to go to granddad's wake on saturday the 23rd.
SUAY SUAY NO CAR,WE NEED TO TAKE BUS FOR ONCE! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH
NOW I LOVE MY CAR BUT IT'S TOO LATE:(

my bro refused to take foutos.

WOAAAAHHHHHH

WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

22nd we went to see ryl's yishuntown juniors!!!

sat at the swinging metal chair.

which brought back fond childhood memories. LMAO

TADA I TRIED TO TAKE A PHOTO

AND ANOTHER

HAHAHA

HAHAHA

yup.

i know ryl and sj will scream when they see this!!!

because their wait has finally come to an end.

i'm posting our ikea foutos!!!

anyway,

that day on the 20th we went to bukit timah for hiking.

odac mah.

then we went to IKEA at night!!!

zooomggg it's so damn nice-

WOOOOOAHHHHHH

OUR BEDROOM(:

RYL'S LIVING ROOM. supposingly to look like she's switching on her tv and makes it look real BUT THERE'S A PRICE TAG THAT SAYS HER FURNITURE WORTHS $4998. (:

dont kill me ryl!!!

SJ'S CHAIR(:

MY ROOM(:

it's supposed to be sj's room. BUT IT'S HER MURDER SCENE.

she insisted on taking her own photo in her "own" living room. LMAO

HER STUDY ROOM.she was supposed to look very disturbed and irritated by our noise.

and thr's this corridor. i tried to take this so many so many times!!!!!IT WAS LIKE ALOT OF TIMES CAN, I SWITCHED ON TIMER AGAIN AND AGAIN BUT SOMEHOW SOMEONE WILL POP IN AND WALK PAST AND THE CAMERA WAS BLOCKED! and by the way, i just left my phone on the floor with timing. HAHAHA

I FINALLY HAD THE TIME TO RUN AND TAKE THIS PHOTO BUT WITHOUT RYL'S FACE:(

ya la i have big fat thighs.

WHATEVER.

almost 99% of the women want to have their thighs slimmer.

i dont want leh.

so i special lo.

so if you dont like then shoo.

and shoo off to another place where every girl is pretty, every guy is *ahem*, HANDSOME,

YOU CAN FIND THEM AT- http://www.thou0833a.blogspot.com HAHAHAHAHAHA I HELPING MY CLASS BLOG ADVERTISE!!!!!:D:D:D

OKAY. back.

anyway sj and ryl wanted to look like they're sleeping on the floor.

they're just leaning on the wall. LMAO

AND WE ENDED IT WITH HOTDOGS AT NIGHT:D

look like total cow udders. LMAO.

AND I GOT MY PRESSIE FOR MY MORTAL!

we have been playing angel and mortal in class.

at this time of the year!

LMAO

end of post wake drama. ikea/ yishuntown/ foood and yakun drama(:

tribute to joey's grandfather.

dear granddad,

i hope you're feeling much better now.
in another place.
a paradise.
i love you.
now that you're gone,
dont forget me,
and my chinese name.

i am so sorry
about not visiting you last weekend,
i'm so sorry,
i didnt even get to see you properly before you left.
but don't fret 'cause i'll be visiting you this weekend.
although you can't see or hear me anymore,
i want to take one last good look at you.
my ever dearest grandfather.

i will not cry because i know you want me to be happy.

i will never ever forget you.

your granddaughter jo.

the last journey.

mum just told me ytd.
that my grandpa is going to die soon.
probably 2-3 weeks.
after a few months staying in the vip room
the doctors told my uncles and aunties that he can be discharged from the hospital already.
it's over.
chemotheraphy doesnt work on him anymore.

i havent got to see him since last month.
mum just told me over dinner today that we're going this weekend.
i cant wait to see him.

although he is my maternal grandfather i havent really gotten the chance to talk to him properly.
most of the time when we met he would just stare and smile nicely calling me my chinese name.
he looked pretty healthy.and it was just this new year's celebrations.
and it was just this year we found out about his other wife and kids, going 40.
almost the same age as my mum.
however, no matter how much this angered my mum and her siblings,
they couldnt care less when he got cancer.
my maternal grandmother;
she didnt know about the affair.
kept in the dark,
she is now trying to serve him to his very last day.

i want to see him one last time
and talk to him properly
listening to him calling my chinese name with pride,
before i miss the chances that i used to have.

bye people.

i'm going to expire soon.


love.

PWR DAY:D

I SWEAR I WILL BLOG ABOUT THIS.
I LOVE YESTERDAY(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

SELF INDULGENCE&ENTERTAINMENT TO THE MAX
this is what i call a girl's day.

PHOTO OF THE DAY:D:D


here goes:
early morning ryl rie and i met up in yishun mrt and started shopping like aunties for JUNKFOOD, basketload of them. LMAO,5 cup noodles/3kinderbuenos/2kitkats/calbeefries/spincrackers/doritos/7up/orangesyrup!!!



this is something damn amazing. while we were crossing the road we saw 3 cars REDBLUEYELLOW but no green and pink, AND THEN this GREEN MOTORBIKE suddenly squeezed its way btwn the cars and it was so damn cool can?!!?!??! altho super sad no pink. lol.



and we baked cookies:D while watching the movie Hot Fuzz. (yarp? narp?)LMAO

PREPARING FACE MASKS.
it was as if i was pointing the knife at rie's throat. haaahahaha

oiyi designing a doraemon buscuit for sj!

TAAADAAAAA

food all over. although most were consumed.

LMAO

LMAO

LMAO with ryl the aunty

LMAO

LMAO

AND WE PLAYED ROCKBAND!!!!!
THIS IS WHAT WE CALL THE PWR BAND:D

LMAO

although oiyi left much earlier but i know all of us enjoyed ourselves to the max. i love them.

i love pwr.