dont understand.

dont understand why i'm not very happy today, i just want to run and run. i dont know away from what.

but anyway, today was pretty fun :) finally we got to watch a movie TOGETHER. ryl rie sj oiyi and me!!!XD

forbidden kingdom was greeeeat. so much better than FUNNY GAMES! ew!

then we ta bao mac's and everything, with milo spilling in my bag as we smuggled them into the cinema, we had a great feast.

after that we went to kiddy palace, looking at power rangers' stuff. dammn cool. oh ya, we are planning to buy the same nike bag. it's really really nice, i've been finding a bag for dammn long. and i actually liked a bag that i want to buy. that's very hard to get. LOL.

i feel that i'm super boring today,despite the whole day having fun with them. i really really dont know why. and i dont know how to cheer myself up anymore. i wonder if chocolates still work for me.

so when i reached my house downstairs at around six fifteen,i jio my bro downstairs,and we played basketball.

i feel so empty without his moral support.

peeeektures,here we go.

OH NO,ryl's head is cut off!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA THAT'S MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. XD LAUGH MY ASS OFFFF.

dont understand.

waiting for you.

today was greeeat. XD

TELL YOU WHAT I GOT 4TH IN POSITION OKAY!!!!!

OMG!!!

13:34MIN FOR 2.4KM!!!

I AM SO FLABBERGASTED MYSELF!!! O.O

and ryl bought playdoh for the rest of us!!!

and i made this

i am the blue ranger!!!

SJ AND I. LMAO!

still thinking of you. you just called, had a really quick chat whhich i didnt like at all 'cause it didnt help mend my heart. but after talking to oiyi bout our stories and how we have gotten so close, pluc all the answering of her funny questions, i felt very happy. i felt that we have made something very very remarkable in our lives. i was so glad i have made a huge impact on your life. and without you, i'll probably be so lonely all my life, never knowing that true love can be possible, and i'll always be the same person as who i was before i met you.

my life changed 180 degrees the moment i fell in love with you. i experienced love which i never knew it would never exist in my life,ever. ilu,t's all i know, and everything you've done for me, i totally appreciate it and it makes me love you even more. all these are my heartfelt words, and nothing can ever replace you from my heart. you're my first lover, my first kiss, my first hug, my first transparent sheet of unbrkable glass. thank you for being so honest and transparent with me. i know many lovers out there are still learning it the hard way but now i know,that tranparency is very very impt in a r/s. you have taught me so many things. and now i'll show you how much i love you.nothing can tear us apart.

i miss him.

i realise that it is very hard to live without him.
no more late night motivation calls, no more encouraging words to pull me through.
very very tired. it's one in the morning and i havent finish studying my econs. ^!%$#@^&..

studying price mechanism.later still need to read through YED XED AND PED. blah blah blah.

snooze. zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

OOOHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

OH NO!!!

today woke up at eleven, and MUM DIDNT WOKE ME UP, which was such a freaking miracle.

then cooked noodles for myself, family just sat there and talked and talked and talked.

we had breakfast until noon,with another glass of niceee red wine, so there wasnt a need for lunch. -_____-

then after that ard three ben(my bro) was like trying to peel me off the comp with all sorts of ways like attracting me to the basketball court.
\

so i went. and played with some ew looking fake ah bengs, we only shared court, didnt play together. it was SCORCHING HOT, and now i looked chao da.

then came back and started typing and typing and typing.

then went friendster awhile, here and there, and then it was seven plus ardy.

had crazy msn talks with sj and ryl and here i am,

NOT PREPARED FOR MAJOR ECON TEST TOMMOROW,FIRST PERIOD IN THE MORNING.


OMG.


oh yea ryl was so cute you know! she was watching titanic online then she was like saying to me oon msn,"oh no!!" "titanic is sinking!!!"

-________-

and sj was like drawing a picture of my butt with piles!!!!! LMAO!

red wine.

oooo, i feel so giddy.

mum bought me b.m. red wine, say must train just for in case. LMAO.

so cute.

she even poured a cup of it into my spagetti.(how do you spell it?)

it tasted damnn nice.

i think red wine's classic,but hooch's nicer.

so boring.

morning i had a lil bit of fun being track judge,and there were some really really nicee running competitions. like those who suddenly fall down, or suddenly overtook 3 runners, or suddenly the first runner was half a lap ahead of the second.

i feel fat here, not running or even working out.

i miss my table tennis times.

didnt get to eat lunch with ryl sj rie 'cause all were busy except sj.

sj walked me home at around one plus then at home i suddenly realised her econs notes were with me all along. AND thr's a major test the day after tmr.

but we're too lazy to walk out of our house.

so here am i, retyping the notes for her. haaahahaha. so spastic.

but it did kinda helped me revise. (:

and yayness,he smsed and called me a couple of times,but the timings werent great,we only talked for a few mins. i think seconds.

anyway,i have CADBURY EASTER EGGS!!! my lovely cousin pang seh her ang moh hubby in aussie to find us. and she gave me over 45 eggs!!!!! she's sooo niceeeeeeeeeeeee.XD

off to work! ;)

today was GREAAAAT. LAX OUTSIDE NATIONAL MUSEUM.

this is the coolest thing i've ever been to.

sat outside the national museum, where there was this really nice nice huge patch of grass, placed a picnic mat on it and there we go.

it was like the olde times when people had to drive in to some huge open space to catch a movie.

we watched wiz of oz. damn nice. it felt retro (:

crazy people <3>

hahahaaaaaha sj. XD

from my view (:

so beautiful!! with sj's head. :D

that's mine.LMAO.

lovely girls on pretty grass<3>

SNAPPLE YUM SENG :D

everything's pretty fine today, but just that the movie we watched SUCK.

super suck, DONT EVER WATCH IT--> funny games.

dont watch.

ew.

thr wasnt ANYTHING YOU KNOW!

we stoned thr,preparing for any stupid boos or thrillers or anything,THERE WASNT.

i dont wanna talk about it.spoilt my mood.

anyway,the day was super great besides the movie.

i love sj ryl and rie very much.

i want to see ade and xy asap,

and cher!!!!!!!!

imiss him. :(

sentosa, our favourite hideout. this is our last day.

we had so much fun today, laughing at my spastic nonsense, shaking with the sand, rolling with the waves. ate at our alltime favourite place, coastes, lay on the beach mattress, crying.

i dont want you to go.
i cant believe time passed this fast.
it was only last year when you started giving me all sorts of flowers everyday, and now you had to go.

i love hanging at the beach with you.
i love to hang and climb around you when we're in the sea.
i love your bear bear hugs.
i love the way you look at me.
i love the way you say you love my book that i gave you.
i love the way you rushed just to find me asap.

this post is dedicated to you dar.

i love it when you appeared out of nowhere and you were hiding the flowers behind your back,even though i saw it, hahahahaha. you were so lousy!!!

i love the way you are so transparent with me, so frank.


i love the way you love me.

ppl say,girls always leave the guys when they are servicing. i dont believe.
i'll prove you wrong okay?:)









dar i love you so so so much.

ice skating :D

ice skate with your lover, watch him trying to balance, really appreciate that he tries to ice skate even though all he wants is to take off the skates cause it's killing his feet.

he is so cute.








haha no choice we had to rest.





taaadaaa.XD


then he gave me this.

i remembered i was stoning and staring at the gift.
almost cried.
not 'cause of the expensive gift, but it suddenly struck me again that i cant see him as much as i can now.









hahaha,oh yeah, he got a blister after that. XD


i'll miss you...

YAY I FINALLY MET CHER!<3

VIKING SHIP. XD

WENT ROLLERBLADINGGGGGGGG

I TELL YOU. THIS IS DAMN NICE.





















THEN WE STOPPED TO EAT ICE CREAM





OOPS. MUM SCOLDING. too late ardy. I'LL POST MOST PEEKTURES TMR!!

WATCH OUT FOR THE NEXT HORRIFYING POST: THE VIKING SHIP.