OH MY. and the horror begins.
the rustling of foolscap papers
and the occasional coughs + sneezes
the clicking of pens,
some irritating lady teacher walking on the hall as if she were wearing wooden clogs from the chorchor period
the aching of the palm muscles
and the cold cold lecture hall with non-adjustable seats which our necks will break upon.

OHMYGAWD.

i'm going to wear plasters on my fingers!

in coma till the happy moments after pre.

i hear promises, i dont see them happening.

Saying I love you,
Is not the words,
I want to hear from you,

More than words,
is all you have to do
to make it real.
Then you wouldn't have to say
that you love me,
'Cause I'd already know.

What would you say,
if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you.

Now that I've tried to
talk to you and make you understand,
i'm sorry for wanting to end it ytd night.
it was turmoil for us both,
and although i knew my words hurt but i meant it.

i dont want a deja vu, like a spoilt recorder with the repetitive apologies and promises,
i just yearn real love.

i dont need the things that you gave me.
because i cant afford to balance that give-and-take.

i dont mind,
taking public transport,
back at sembawang park,
swinging and pressing our feet in the sand.
breezing wind, smelly air.
munching on cheap food.


my idea of being in love is very simple.

boom boom clap; pop it lock it polkadot it- a very happening week for me!!! :D

it has been a very very happening week[s]!
and that means.... havent started mugging properly yet.
OH PLEASE SHAKE ME OUT OF THIS DREAMLAND


31 MAY 2009

it was pw118 picnic day! but sadly mona and pris couldnt make it, sooooo it was julia me and sj. but i invited special guest dajie too! HAHAHHAHA. because she has no pw mates, awwwwww. pujupuju.


dajie and i! she HAD to untag herself from my fb photo. tsk tsk! okay dajie if you dont like i'll take this photo down too okay? :)



using a very thin poncho for our butts! LMAO

trying to tear it apart.. sigh.

TADAAAA. HAHAHAHHAHA. DAJIE. LMAO

AND IT'S SELF TIMER TIME YAY.

we HAVE to bend down we HAVE to i cant explain it!

on polka dotted hills :D HAHAH DJ WHAT ARE YOU DOING

still taking HAHAHA

and taking...

HAHAHAHA. OKAY LAST ONE. :)

anyway the kite didnt fly because because because. shijia forgot to bring the stick!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA SO COCK LAH!!!!

end of picnic drama.

6 JUNE 2009

KIDS AND KIDS AND MORE KIDS SCREAMING AT MY HOUSE. SO MUCH FOOD TO PREPARE. IT WAS A NIGHTMARE. COULDNT BLOG BECAUSE AUNTIES WILL PEEK. HAD TO BUY SO MANY TIBITS AND COCA COLAS BECAUSE ONE HUGE BOTTLE WILL BE ZAPPED OUT ONCE BROUGHT TO THE LIVING ROOM. IT WAS SCARY. but as soon as they stepped out of the house and left for home, the living room became so quiet suddenly and i felt weird.

starting to love this kid alot. always sticking to me even when i was bathing. ARGHHH. they kept pushing the door when i was in the toilet wth?!?!?!?!!

this is one funny kid. i miss him ardy.
the kid that hugged my leg to sleep, while kicking my other leg. LMAO

the girl shouted : " OIE! YOU DONT RUN BEFORE ME! STAY BEHIND ME I WANT TO BE FIRST! "

the boy nodded.

based on a true story.

end of kiddy cousins drama.

****

in between this timeline i went for tabletennis gathering WOOHOO! [post photos after getting them soon] and i went shopping in msia with family and met up with those kids, while at the same time skipping the odac farewell dinner which I PLANNED. sigh. didnt mean it, mum was angry :(

8 JUNE 2009

PWR'S GATHERING FOR OREO CRUSH AND ROCKBAND @ CHERYL'S CRIB! :D

LOVE THESE PPL!
AND I'M USING HER BLUE COKE CUP!

HAHAHA SO HYPED LAH WE ALL.
ANYWAY while we self timed this photo, sj accidentally pressed the video button, and we actually stoned there for damn long at the video!!!!!! PLUS, the dog suddenly came to sj's feet, and she was so shocked that she screamed and her face was so candid! we thought that it was a photo and it would look damn funny but it turned out to be a video and it recorded everything!!!!!! HAHAHAH DAMN COCK RIGHT!?

just imagine sj carrying stretchy around like that and murmuring," ooooo fly stretchy, on the magicccccckkk carpet!!!! "

based on true blue story. HAHHAA just because i'm blue.

IT WAS HEAVY OKAY
I LOOK CONSTIPATED.

rie! bebe, sj!, stretchy

BEEBEEEEEEEEEE LOVE

SHE'S THAT SMALL! AS SMALL AS MY FACE! :D

AND SO, abel joined us! and we played rockband, mariocart[I WON], and abel doing his own wiifit thingy, HAHAHAH

and he blended our kinderbuenos into our oreo crush!!!!!!! AHHHH

end of pwr-oiyi @ ryl's crib OREOdrama.

13 JUNE 2009

it was just a very romantic night for me,

i was so angry and he drove up from upp. thomson just to see me from my little little window and my little little silhouette peeking out with my hidden giggles.

it was such a surprise.

thank you!!

more in jobyforever.


backtrack to the day before: 12 JUNE 2009

by and i went to marina barrage for a teeny weeny picnic! :)

see that wedding couple there? she's very beautiful. but i reckon she's sweating her armpits out.

anyway, there were so many kites! i counted about 13. damn pretty, those kites. and we had chicken essence, breadtalk's bread, takopachi, sashimi, kinderbuenos, chickenskin and miss sunshine cookies for picnic :)

and we make our own kite! but it couldnt fly sigh.

haha whatever. more in jobyforever. :) :)

end of joby drama.

13 JUNE 2009

DETAILS IN RIE'S BLOG!

anyway from my view,because oiyi came to my house first so rie doesnt know:

that fine day,

i was watching tv with my grandma happily when someone rang the doorbell so eagerly. i was so pissed!!!! like whothehell will ring my doorbell like this, super impatient!!!

opened the door and saw oiyi HAHAHAHA and by's right behind her! damn happy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D i was bouncing like madness and oiyi just barged in and scouting my room looking at our pwr photos! and she spoke cantonese to my ah ma!!! damn funny. just nice at that time my parents were out for a walk near ijc, so for the very first time in my life, i scribbled a note that says, " MUM, DAD, MY FRIEND FROM HK CAME BACK FROM USA AND SHE SURPRISED ME AT OUR HOUSE !!! NOW I'M GOING OUT WITH HER TO SURPRISE SJ!!! JOEY. " and i actually went out without permission HAHAHAHAHA like for the first time?!?!?!??!??!!

and the rest of the details is in rie's blog.

but in short,

i called rie and asked her about geog hmwk so as to confirm if she's at home. after comfirming, by drove oiyi and i to her block but i forgot her house level!!!! HAHAHAHA. so we went almost every floor to check. at the same time i was tugging at oiyi's sports bra BECAUSE IT WAS SO OBVIOUS, and the indian guy in the lift kept looking back! so tiko!

anyway, after recognising the pots of plants outside rie's crib, we dingdonged the bell and rie's mum appeared. we whispered to her and intended to surprise rie BECAUSE SHE WAS BATHING! the best part was we made rie's mum knock on the bathroom door, and rie was like, "WHHHHAAAT?! i'm bathing lah!" and she opened and saw oiyi! [ALTHOUGH OIYI RAN AWAY AND PUSHED ME IDK WHY] and so woodlands area [mine and rie's block] was filled with screams like ," OHMYGOD! OIYI! OMGMYGOD! OIYI!"

DAMN FUNNY.

anyway afterwards like a chain letter,

oiyi rie me hopped onto by's car and i called ryl and told her i dont likw sj and i need to talk to her. at that time luckily ryl was having bbq at her house! HAHAHHAA.

but sadly ryl spotted us from behind when we snooped into the clubhouse and hugged oiyi when rie and i , in front, were trying to find ryl! HAHAHHAHAA. so stupid!!!!!

well but the worst part was sj's surprise. sj was unfortunately, celebrating her bro's officer ceremony with her family. and i called her and said i argues with toby and i have a huge secret to tell her in person. she rushed her family back home and her brother thought i was a lesbian!!! so sad right, hahahahaa. okay sj dont say dont say. but i was quite affected.

anyway, i went up to her floor to find sj, only to know that i forgot her house floor. so i went down and there she was! her family car just stopped right in front of me. her parents didnt look happy though. and her sis kept asking me," why you want to talk to my sister? what happened?" without smiling you know!!!! damn scary. i was really affected. then the surprise was, i brought sj to by's car, [everyone waited at the back] and only oiyi's sitting at the driver seat with sunglasses! sj was like, " WHO IS THIS. SHOW YOUR FACE." in a super serious tone lah HAHAHAHHAHAAA.

but anyway pwr surprised her and we went up to her house to talk to her disturbed parents and cleared the misunderstanding.

@sj's crib :D

afterwards with pwr reunion by brought us to newton foodcourt to eat stingray, kangkong and mussels!

we actually witnessed something brutal. DAMN BRUTAL. a praying mantis [a HUGE GREEN ONE] landed on rie and she was so mortified, she launched in onto the floor a few feet from our table. and we were pretty scared, so we kept looking at it in case it flew near us. then this stupid uncle walked past with plates to serve a table, actually kicked it a foot away, and the same uncle, after serving that plate, went back and STEPPED ON THE PRAYING MANTIS WITHOUT LOOKING OR NOTICING. BUT WE HEARD THIS LOUD "CRUNCH!" LIKE OMG!!!!!!!

DAMN GORE. IT'S REALLY HARDCORE. it was crushed and yet sj said it saw it struggling still. sigh. and afterwards some other person stepped on it and it was gone, with the sandals. it was like, a hit and run we witnessed, and the same person hit it and run and return, hit it and smashed it. ARGH.

end of prayingmantis drama.

anyway we went to kallang, oiyi's house, and the first time we saw in her living room was a table tennis table! HAHAHHA

we're like promoting kitkats. HAHAHA.

thanks oiyi, for the surprise, for the bangles, for the chewing gums and the chocolates. and thanks oiyi's mum for being such a nice and sweet host, for the strawberries and pears! :) :)

for now, end of pwr oiyi's return drama.

15 JUNE 2009

anyway, mum cut her hair! :) and i cut bangs btw.

ANDDDD, dajie and julia found me in this salon! HAHAHAHHAA. it was such a coincidence zomg.

and afterwards dajie and julia followed me to my crib and we slacked around while munching on pasar malam goodies :D

end of so qiao! drama.

17 JUNE 2009

couldnt go for boomballers because i came that thing :( :(

it has been two trainings since i've missed.. sigh.

so sorry ppl!!!!

but instead after chewing on pills , by took me out for an outing to chill myself out while i was pmsing at home. hahahaha i sounded like a dog. bitch. LMAO. ya but he's such a sweetie bf :)

we went to cineleisure and we dined at hip diner usa by billy bombers!

we had cheese fondue[YEAH CHEESE FONDUE] and a one-to-one meal, [NOT ONE-TO-ONE FUNCTION]HAHAHAHAHA.

and we watched terminator:salvation. AND IT WAS SO HEART-IDK, PUMPING?! SO EXCITING I WARN THAT GRANDPARENTS CANNOT WATCH IT. the sound effects were so cool! because the theatre was small, it felt like a personal theatre, the effects were so "effective'' HAHAHAHAHA.

anyway the hipdiner's deco was goooood. :)

marilyn monroe and airplanes. felt as though it was night at the museum two. WHY?

haha ya i know, doesnt look like me at all.

idk why i keep having negative thoughts in my head no matter how much i know i must have confidence. dont know lah dont know.

end of by's drama, more in jobyforever. :D

YESTERDAY!!!!

OIYI'S BBQ :D DID I MENTION THAT IT'S VEGETERIAN?!?!??!?!!

i actually survived one!!!! :D :D :D

pwr-oiyi met in the mrt and set off to her house! :)

oh no we went straight to ntuc first, @ kallang leisure park :)

this is PHOTO OF THE DAY :)
I LOVE THIS SO MUCH! I LOVE PWR :D

YAY FINALLY.

oiyi said i look like a rabbit. SIGH.

FINALLY :)

at her bbq area

me taking a peekture of rie , vice versa.

HAHAHAHAHA

THE CHARCOALS ARE DAMN CUTE TTM.

CHEFS IN THE MAKING

HAHAHAHAHAHA

THE FIRE. TSK TSK. WAITING FOR ABEL TO SAVE US.

BIG ASS STILL AT WORK.

:D

AQILA!

I DIDNT KNOW RIE WAS BEHIND!

OUR BBQ MAN LMAO THANKS TO HIM OUR BBQ WAS SAVED.

:D

XIAO QING! OUR PHOTOGRAPHER WHO REFUSED TO BE PHOTOGRAPHED.

I LEARNTHOW TO CARRY PPL THIS WAY!

TAUPOK!!!!!!!!

AT WORK!

TAUPOK AGAIN IN PROGRESS!

POKPOK

HAHAHAHAHAH FAV.
SJ'S EXPRESSION- CLASSIC

WOAH XIAOQING DAMN PRO

THE GAME WAS SO FUN! BUT WAIT, WHR ARE THE KINDERBUENOS?!?!?

KAMPONG PPL. the best candidate was aqila!!!!

and so we played in the pool,

everybody - alvin, aqila, abel, justina, shona, sheralin! , pwr, [xiaoqing didnt], and all oiyi's siblings!!!! they kept attacking us HAHHAHAA

and i climbed up this lion thingy but i actually slipped and IT WAS UNSTOPPABLE I TELL YOU. UNSTOPPABLE. IT WAS CRAZY! I went straight down, screaming, on my stomach, trying to grab something but eventually failed and fell into the pool. DAMN SCARY!!! and i hurt my leg HAHAHAH.realised it was bleeding only before we got outta pool.

plus,i was such a wimp! i was so scared of heights, i didnt dare to jump into the pool only from two metres above! damn stupid. i kept having the courage after jumping, but when i went back up there i kept chickening out!!! I MUST JUMP AGAIN I WANTTO CONQUER MY FEAR.

after washing up and everybody's dry and late for curfews!
SHERALIN!!!!!!
and oiyi blocked rie's face HAHAHAHA

before the pool part, everybody :)

under the naihe bridge, according to sj.
ohmy i didnt realise my tank top was so transparent! damn. so embarrassing.

OIYI'S SIBLINGS ATTACKING US. her sis swam to me and tickled my sides! hahahahaa. and they kept asking why i brought my watch down. i said it was waterproof, and afterwards during random times, they'll just come up to me and point to my watch and say, "waterproof!" HAHAHAHA

SJ HAHAHA

THIS WAS THE LION THING.

I WAS SO HAPPY.

AND I'M SO GLAD THAT SPORE IS SO SMALL, I CAN REACH HOME ON TIME, BEFORE CURFEW! AND THE CABBY WAS SO GOOD, HE FETCHED US FROM KALLANG TO WOODLANDS IN TWENTY MINS! DAMN FAST! :)

LOVE YESTERDAY, LOVE MY JUNE HOLIDAYS, BUT I'M NOT READY TO KIS GOODBYE TO MY GRADES.

IT'S TIME TO STUDY!!!!

THIRD WEEK ARDY ZOMG *GASP*