bastard song that speaks the truth.

Playing with fire-

I don't slip or trip when she asks me where I've been (Where you been)
One big smile on my face zip it darling it's just you and me (You and me)
Now I'm on some Alfie behaviour, I'll call you back later
Too many fish in the sea for me
But when the lights come on, and what's her name is gone
I realise where I'm supposed to be

I tried to believe every word of your sweet story
But intuition keeps telling me
You're making a fool outta me

'Cause I'm such a good liar
Just admit it (I never did it)
Yes you did it (No I didn't)
Ay
I'm playing with fire
Just admit it (I never did it)
I know you did it (No I didn't)
Yes you did
'Cause I'm such a good liar

I can't help myself, I keep playing with fire

Thoughts running right through the night as I watch you sleep
(She's gettin' closer)
I can't help but check his text, while he's passed out next to me
(It's only a matter of time)
I'm on some CSI behaviour, who's gonna save ya
You'll be the fool when the truth comes out
So when those lights come on, and what's her face is gone
We're straight back to the same routine

I tried to believe every word of your sweet story
But intuition keeps telling me
You're making a fool outta me

Living life in disguise, can't keep up with these lies
You do anything to try and catch me out, but I never leave no signs
In my heart we was meant to be
But guys like me be like two or three
I can't help myself I love girls, I can't kick out playing with fire

River flows in you.

I learnt this since last year but I just realised Kaisheng didnt send me the last page for this song. ): HAHAHAHA isnt it funny?! And I cant find it. Can anyone help me? And Yiruma's skills are amazing, he gave me goosebumps, and it's inspiring :D

basketball, phone, keys, and left the bloody mess a place called home.

What is Love

Are your palms sweaty? Is your heart racing? Is your voice caught within your chest? - It isn't love, it's like. Am i right to say you cant keep your eyes or hands off them, am i right? - It isn't love, its lust. Are you proud, and eager to show them to your friends? - It isn't love, its pride. Do you want them because you know they're always there for you? - It isn't love, its loneliness. Are you there because everyone wants to see you two being together - It isn't love, its loyalty. Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand or showed you affection? - It isn't love, its low confidence. Do you stay for their confession of love, because you don't want to hurt them? - It isn't love, its pity. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? - It isn't love, its infatuation. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them? - It isn't love, its friendship. Do you you tell them everyday that they are the only one you think of? - It isn't love, it's a lie. Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake? - It isn't love, its charity.

However,
does your heart ache and break when they're sad - then its love.
do you cry for their pain,even when they're strong? - then its love.
do their eyes see your true heart and touch your soul so deeply it hurts - then its love. do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you there? - then its love. do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are? - then its love.
are you attracted to others but stay with them faithfully without regret? - then its love.

Happy birthday cherbestie

since sec 1 huh :D

we were so toot. bestfriends the moment we met each other, sat next to each other in 1e.

clicked and talked like there's no tomorrow, didnt we. crazy talkative girls (:

last year:

Sorry I didnt have the time to meet up with you often, I was busy and our schedules always clash. I havent posted the previous photos we took. Looking forward to see you again, hopefully not to shop for your bf's stuffs?!?! HAHAHAHAHAA joel ah joel, must take care of bestie if not I will personally fix and smash your jiaobin face. HAHAHA okay jk cher. (:

We changed alot, didnt we? But to me, you're forever that girl I knew in 1e.

Absence makes the heart grows fonder. I'm ecstatic that you're finally back, and responding to your post, I hope to have made your day every single day.

hehehe okay, i miss my hair.

Pris sent me this last night and I was astonished by how my heart ached when I saw my long hair. These photos were taken at my darkest darkest period, during early May. But these babes were there, and all the sweating, crazyass laughing [until my parents got pissed off because it was 11pm and my bro had to sleeeeeep], I actually felt tired enough that night to tackle my insomnia. We made videos and trust me, it's HILARIOUS TTM HAHAHAA, I was Simon in American Idol, by the way. (:

Seriously, thank you!!!! I appreciate every single thing everyone has done for me, you know who you guys are. Love.

You're just a playboy, and I was the thrill, I know. You have already planned this all along, haven't you, wasn't I fun, to last this long with you.

Nah, you're not worth it at all.

STONING

『Bells』more EBJ pleaseeeeeeeee says (1:24 PM):
HAHAHAHHAA
NOW YOU SEE HUH
AHAHAH FOR A MOMENT I THOUGHT YOUR WEBCAM HANG.....
TIL YOU BLINK
AHAHAHA
allhailthedramamama choppedelectricbluehair says (1:25 PM):
HAHAHHAHAHHAA
HAHAHHAH
OMG
CANNOT STOP LAUYGHING
HAAAAHA

damn happy can, can, can?!?!?!?!

This should be the epitome of natural JOY.

Anyway, everywhere I went today I see electric blue WHY AH?! I'M SO HAPPY!?

As days go by, I feel that I'm living just to die one day.

Especially today.

I realise, no one will push my swing anymore.

I can't even contact you.

You said I could rely, by all means.

But I don't see any way that I can.

You don't see what you have done to this.

HAHA LET'S PLAAAAYYY

I'm in a VERY RETARDED MOOD RIGHT NOW, you can ask anvy. [she's in the workplace with me] Office has become a KBOX session. :D

3, 2, 1 let's roll!
rhyme with me

EHH
BEE
SEE
DEE
EEE
EFF
JEE
ETCH
AH
JAY
KAY
ELL
AMM
ENN
AWW
PEE
CUE
ARAH
ASS
TEE
YOU
WII
DABAYOU
EXX
WHY
ZACK


AHAHAHAHAHAH THIS IS SO FUNNY HAHAHAHHA siao liao. today's blow too much to me already. I'M GOING CRAZY.

my summerlove.

where's my summerlove?

I heart Logitech webcam.

Logitech can I be your spokesperson. hehehehee

Today was kinda bad, my monthly thang went pit bottom today, it was so painful- my eyes kept rolling backwards, and I kept having blackouts. Mum was terrified,she wanted to send me to the hospital. HAHAHAHAHA that would be so funny, then I would have MIA-ed again. People like sj would text me, " EH you die already hur" or wl, " WHY YOU MIA ):" .

I've been so extreme nowadays, maybe one day I WILL disappear. :D HAAHAHHHAAHA