Happy

My blog was so dead, I wanted to type so many things here hahaha. I guess no one really reads this now, so I can reallllly type how I feel and what I think.

Mum's making me consume red wine every night at 11pm, and currently I'm super duper red, all the way till my thighs hehehe. I thought of all sorts of reasons why she does this, and only yesterday night I figured it was to make me sleep. -_-"

Perhaps to raise my level of alcohol tolerance as well, [ I think she finally considered that I have to drink ONCE in a while ^^] but either wayyy, today I was looking through my friend's photos posted on fb. It was her 19th birthday.

And it just struck me, at the end of the day, who is going to celebrate my 19th?

Who is going to make it all worthwhile, or is a special someone going to wreck my birthday again, like my 18th, or is he going to make it indelibly impressed on the memory?

Will the people I expected to celebrate my birthday, not initiate a surprise for me?

I want a million wishes to wish for that two things I have always had in mind since I started reading my first fairytale- to be happy, and to be in love. Happily.