feel like typing it out after a month's hiatus in my brain
things that i cannot forget, never ever forget.
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my hp vibrated at about six thirty. it was shona's message. "ARE YOU IN WOODLANDS NOW"
i replied," no it's six thirty i just finished work HAHAHAH"
shona," oh i thought i could drop by and give you a hug"
sweet ttm ttm ttm ttm aww it's like. wapiang. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA shona if you're reading this, i doubt you will know i rmb right, HAHAHAHAH i really love that, seriously. can never forget. and the whole time you kept messaging me, hearing me out. i wonder how you tolerated that. hahahahahahahahah i'm so sorry. and i wonder how yh's going to counsel me HAHAHAHAHAH
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best colleague ever. she helped me a lot because i was damn depressed in the office, almost the whole time since i started work there. when i ran away from work once, she understood. when i cried like hell after a particular phone call, hiding in the corner, she was there to lend me her shoulder to lean on. she treated me to minds cafe, made sure i was happy. talked so much sense into me, and shared so damn much with me. she didnt get tired of me. it's really heartwarming. iron man 2, she called and called me just to make sure i was free the next day, even though i had plans already. she booked cathay seats that were smacked right in the middle, on the very first screening day of the movie-it's expensive. she treated me again at ichiban recently. i cant believe that we can click the moment we met. it's crazy. she seems to know me damn well and i think i might know her pretty thoroughly, too. i really appreciate a friend like her, and i know that losing her as a friend is my biggest loss.
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someone was there to hear me talk and talk and talk in SSC playground and forced me to eat, it was hilarious, she was like, HEY IF YOU DONT EAT I DONT EAT. YOU REPORT TO ME THAT YOU'RE EATING THEN I EAT. HAHAHAHAHAHA it's so funny hahahahaah you know who you are,CANDLEMAN. she says candleman because i "can de man", "can do it de man" HAHAHAHAHAH. she also tells me i'm a superduperwoman. i think you're superduperuberwoman then. because for someone who likes to sleep, she actually called me and heard me cry and cry and cry, hahah ya i just cried non fking stop, kept saying omg omg what the hell omg how to live non stop on 1st May midnight, till 3plus am and she was still there, trying to cheer me up, playing guessing games with me until i got distracted. kept thanking her until she's tired of it already. AHHAHAHAHA rmb our year 2727 expiry date hor. hor horhorfun. hahahahahahahha
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someone whom i bought winnie the pooh pen for. it's crazy this girl went to my house at 11pm, and stayed all the way with me till 2am, accompanying me through one of my darkest moments. it's so crazy, nobody goes to another's house just to accompany her. i was so touched, and when she saw me yawned she was so happy because it showed signs that i can finally sleep. but i was happy for her instead because she doesnt wish to leave unless i'm sleeping. i'm really,really grateful to her that night (:
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a girl whom i wasnt very close with at first, was the one who understood my situation the most. she was the last person i would go to. it was fate. there was a particular day when someone cancelled plans with me due to super reasonable reasons, i had the urge again. that urge to find him. that urge was overwhelming. it's like, even if i die i also must go. somehow fate intervened and this girl who hasnt contacted me for pretty long, contacted me and asked me if i wanna meet up with her. i told her the truth i just said, i'm pretty free actually but i wanna do something to save my r/s. she managed to stop me and it turned out this girl gave me the best, i dont know, advice. it's absurd i know, but she knows. and now she keeps asking me out, simply because she knows i need distractions. i never told her this but i appreciate it, a lot.
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these people, were there for me. went to her place to hide out, to chill, to let it out, to get help, to get counselled. i really love her place. it's like a rehab centre. (: she knows i love her. everyone just sat there and chilled and laughed. and treated me to macs. hahahahahahhaah i just love her place and their company.
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the people who are filling up my schedule, giving me support,
i actually still rmb one saying,
"when you're truly cherishing something else more, you will find that your centre of the world is shifting"
the people i met yesterday night. they kept snapping me out of my daydreams.
i wanna thank ade too for cooking for me that particular day when i teared like mad and had panic attacks.
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someone who helped me out in every single thing, friends issues, uni issues, everything. HAHAHAHAHAH she just told me she loves my excerpt. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH i really thank you can. CAN. i owe you a meal CAN. HAHAHAHA
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this person who walked with me ON FOOT from Woodlands to Sembawang. TO SEMBAWANG, from 1 am to 4:30 am. someone who runs with me, from Woodlands to Admiralty, to loosen up and exercise. the hammock laodifang is somewhere i will never forget. the video calls that cheered me up at my worst moments, showing me magic tricks and playing msn games, three weeks ago.
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wa this person ah, i really dont know how to say. it's crazy crazy crazy HAHAHAHAHA tantilising (:
i feel so normal already, ahahahahahahh
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