omgoodness, i'm so angry, so angry.

everything is seperate issue from the other. "you" may not be a particular person throughout. may mean my MUM, my EX FRIEND, my ..RAH.

i just have to get rid of everything in my throbbing head now.

so angry, i wanted to escape somewhere. since i reckon nobody will read this properly.

NUMBER ONE. why must you not buy shoes from See&Kay just because i am a freaking tiny salesgirl thr?!?!? i dont earn you know haha are you crazy??????are you anot, ARE YOU!?

NUMBER TWO. isnt it too coincidental? okay okay. wena says freakshow.

NUMBER THREE. YOU- STOP CALLING ME. YOU ARE READING THIS I KNOW.

NUMBER FOUR. YOU STOP MISUNDERSTANDING ME CAN ANOT. CAN ANOT. I EVEN PREPARED BAG for myself AND A LETTER FOR YOU BUT I DIDNT DARE TO RUN AWAY BECAUSE GRANDMA HANDED ME A TISSUE PAPER. i realise i'll miss her.

NUMBER FIVE.

NUMBER SIX. i didnt step out of home for about four five days. and you can be so angry about me going out for three four hours today, and i was supposed to go nus ALONE- not shopping okay??!??! WHAT IS THIS AM I GROUNDED FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE HUR?

NUMBER SEVEN.

NUMBER EIGHT BROKE THE LAST STRAW.

wahliew eh. i give up.