this seems like a photoblog BUT it is not a photoblog just BECAUSE i say so, so?

very easy to pc, but very very sweet.

"People say I'm the life of the party
Cause I tell a joke or two
Although I might be laughing loud and hearty
Deep inside I'm blue

So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
Just look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears
I need you, need you

Outside, I'm masquerading
Inside, my hope is fading
Just a clown, oh yeah since you put me down
My smile is my make-up I wear since my break-up with you"

adam lambert[american idol s8 top 12]
sang this and totally modified the song.
DAMN NICE, simon cowell even said that it is the best performance.



ANYWAY!
when i was uploading photos halfway on my other post so that i can copy and paste them here,
mum and dad announced that it was dinner so ben and i went to the dining table and sat down.

and the WHOLE CONVERSATION STARTED JUST LIKE THIS:

dad: "hey ben just now i saw your friends and gary's head looks out of shape."
ben: " haha HA YUP. he's the stupid one."
dad: " well that may mean clever, or good in sports y'know."
ben: " HAH. no way."

and for dont know WHATSOEVER REASON ben turned to me and observed my head.
[i had the best hairdo on, clipped fringe all the way behind and hair all bun-ned up, hey the WEATHER SUCKS RIGHT, SO HOT AND HUMID. no choice seh]

ben: " EH JIE. your forehead pop out one lor."
dad: " ya i have too, she inherited that from me i guess."
mum: * LAUGHS*
dad: " welllll, i use my fringe to cover. it will look better what."

me: " EH ME TOO WHAT. "
and they just kept staring at my shiny pimple-less[hur hmm ya] forehead.

ben: " OH NO YOU DONT"
me: " OH YES I DO, IN SCHOOL AND OUTSIDE, I DO WHA."
ben: " aiya. dont need. fringe not enough. you need all your hair to cover your face lah, so ugly."
me: " ya la ya la might as well."


that was one of the moments i want to be SIVARISH TO HIM.
SQUEEZE HIS NECK
TWIST HIS HEAD
BOX HIM
SLAP HIM
THROW HIM TO INDO MAKE HIM AN ILLEGAL IMMIGRANT
HIGHLIGHTING HIS FACE

BUT
i dont want to fight so
i said "might as well."

what a good sister sigh.
but you may never know when the hidden inner eruptions start to accumulate and explode like party poppers.