help me with my time management.

it sucks when you received the first section with a really nice score, and then a total suckered result for the second half of the test. people may think wah, like that not happy?! i really dont know how to express it but the feeling really sucks. because i totally suck in exam time mangement during essays. it happened in geog, and especially econs. even my gp paper's only comment was, "you could have done better with better time management" i totally agree with it. how am i suppose to take a levels like this when i cannot control my writing??

can anyone comprehend how i feel? it's like: imagine you're writing an essay which you think it should be brilliant enough to impress the examiners, and then! you take a timid glimpse at the stupid digital clock flashing red intimidating numbers screaming right at you, and deja vu! you realise that you are only left with fifteen mins as usual to finish the short questions at the front part of the exam, and looking back at your unfinished essay knowing that you have so many treasured evaluations that you have memorised by heart, saved for the very end-the best conclusion but you just couldnt pen it down ;or perhaps write in a super brief manner that will NOT impress the examiners'briefs[lmao] and you ended up only getting average grades for the part you spent most time with. [yes super long sentence, needed to stop and take a breath] so sometimes with that mentality i just cannot help it, i just did the essay by my own way and briefly did the short questions instead. and in the end i received 2 and 4 marks for the first part and more than average grade for the second, which is definitely and sadly not a cause to celebrate because i still FAIL.

i really hate to rant in my blog because although i feel slightly better after all the vigourous typings here and there[yup typing fast and furious can be a really good way to relief your whatever feelings you have, well for me yes] but after typing when i look through my blog i feel stupid because anybody who came across my blog has to see it or at least glimpse through it.then i might not start their day very well, which holds me responsible for whatever i type here. but isnt it true about seeing one section and the other, you calculate it still fails and you only can just smack your shiny forehead and say,"ah! if only i did this faster" and so on.

i just hate it that there's such a short period for us to complete essays during exams. given that maybe in four hours we can write so much more than this! or maybe we can take five mins to take a short energy nap and we start to recall the concepts we forgot when we first attempt the questions! if only.