sometimes uncovered truths can expose you to high levels of self-conciousness or people-conciousness when you go to school everyday. you suddenly become extremely vulnerable to heavy emotions when you just realise that the people are not akin to the people only a year ago. things you didnt expect to hear from others suddenly strike you and you realise that what they have said is the truth and in fact you have known it subconciously, it was only because you didnt make an effort to analyse it or observe carefully during the happenings of the many said events solely due to the fact that they are your love ones, therefore you tend to endure all odds and ignore their wrongdoings all the time. now you find the truth cruel, you just want to banish some people from your life and treasure the rest. truth really hurts.
yet i'm back to my resolution, because i've been through the opposite enough and learnt that ignorance is bliss. my first wish is to sail through jc life happily and successfully with everybody. and that includes the people i dislike, because what for making their lives miserable when i wont get to see them after jc life? and it's march already, soon we'll be having prom night and graduation day.
my second wish is that everybody in 33a to get their names announced during the reveal of our a level's results because every one of us would have gotten 3 As for 3 H2s.
the life you've always imagined.
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