ytd literally suck-ed. .got damn drunk. but. i really love it.

ytd.
went to meet pwr at two.
alotalot of suay things happened.
i won't want to say.
but can at least list out twenty.
SERIOUS.
like,wah. missed the bus-stop;school gate locked;raining at botanic;can't get our present out for oiyi on time;cherie couldnt make it;sj gotta wait damnn long for camera;really.

it's countless.
that day was sad because of some personal stuff.
and i dont know why i got super drunk at botanic gardens only after drinking some vodka and started blabbering.

but i can totally recall what happened.
i really love my friends.
oiyi cheryl shijia and yauho.
it seems damn emo i know but seriously,
it's damn awesome,
when you have friends comforting you when you're damn sad,
they didnt get embarrassed when i started crying so damn loud
yauho listened to everything,i just simply poured my heart out;
oiyi ryl sj arranged a surprise for me to cheer me up.

when the surprise came i was so shocked.
just as i was sobering up surprise came and i even dropped my phone.
they are so damn nice.
really love them to bits.

it was our last pwr day with oiyi..before she leaves for usa.
it's damn sad.
really damn sad.
some things are so hard to describe.
some feelings are so hard to express.

i really dont want oiyi to go.
but i should feel happy for her.
wrote another letter to her but i forgot to bring.
it's damn sad.
at the pt of writing this i can't help crying.
i can't let go of her because she is part of my life.
everyone needs her.
her joy her happiness and spread of love kindness and friendship.

today,
as all of us sent her to the departure hall,
many people were crying.
i tried not to cry,
i didnt want her to see me crying right before she leaves.
but when i see how sj was shaking with all the tears and unwillingness to let her go
i cant help feeling damn sad.
rie cried abit too,
couldnt help it.
sheralin justina,even yanseng.
it was a super sad scene.
3 grps of people- her scgs girls, her t-ruggers and the pwr and 0833a.
i thought she was strong enough to hold back her tears but in the end she was on the verge of crying when it was the last call from the departure hall and finally broke down when she finally hugged her mum goodbye.
us, the huge grp blocking the entrance, unwillingly saying "bye oiyi"
-jialin and a few of us just broke down.
i dont know how to describe that scene.

i simply can't.