the last journey.

mum just told me ytd.
that my grandpa is going to die soon.
probably 2-3 weeks.
after a few months staying in the vip room
the doctors told my uncles and aunties that he can be discharged from the hospital already.
it's over.
chemotheraphy doesnt work on him anymore.

i havent got to see him since last month.
mum just told me over dinner today that we're going this weekend.
i cant wait to see him.

although he is my maternal grandfather i havent really gotten the chance to talk to him properly.
most of the time when we met he would just stare and smile nicely calling me my chinese name.
he looked pretty healthy.and it was just this new year's celebrations.
and it was just this year we found out about his other wife and kids, going 40.
almost the same age as my mum.
however, no matter how much this angered my mum and her siblings,
they couldnt care less when he got cancer.
my maternal grandmother;
she didnt know about the affair.
kept in the dark,
she is now trying to serve him to his very last day.

i want to see him one last time
and talk to him properly
listening to him calling my chinese name with pride,
before i miss the chances that i used to have.