hmm.

just played from three plus to nine fortyfive- bball.
won alot, very super satisfied.
our team was really good.
there's chemistry!


and today was pretty embarrasing.
no, not embarassed about the part whr ms tie was hollering at me,
not about her chiding me
but about me losing my cool too soon when she was yelling.
really didnt want things to turn out so ugly,
thanks sj, for standing up for me,
hahaha.
it was just the gp and math results, that's all.

nope i didnt fail gp but i expected so much more than what i've gotten.
and that for this time round i had more confidence for math,
that's why when i got back my disgusting results
i was really upset.
seriously, i want(ed) to prove to my parents that i can do fine for math.
i'm not a math idiot i dont need tutor i can show you guys what i'm capable of-smth like that.
well, too bad.
i bet mimi and daddy would be damn upset (again)
stereotyping me being a math bai chi(dumbo)
but then again,
i have to blame myself.
too bad joey, because you dozed off during math lectures.
owell, you didnt even start learning math till a week before mid course.
it's all my fault.
i really deserved this.

and that was why after math tutorial when i recieved the gross math score
i was in for another treat during gp when i was given my gp results.
not there, not quite that but just wasnt up to my expectations at all.

and thr was econs tutorial right after,
whr ms tie started to slam my table right in front of me,
hollering like she was bitten by a centipede.
really damn stupid,
couldnt keep my tears,
swelling up around the brim of my eyes,
so embarrasing.

but anyway i shouldnt blame ms tie or anything
because i was in the wrong for not bringing my exam questions.
so, sorry ms tie.
didnt mean to push the role of the baddie towards you.

getting back lit results on wednesday,
really hope i can make it.
econs. woah. 20% of the cohort passed it.
and i heard that no one's gonna moderate them.
oh hip hip hurray.
yay 80% of the cohort will stay.

alot of people are thinking poly-ist.
should i too?
nope. i need the confidence.


love.

end of emo? drama.