sweetest thing ever.

i had reasons for not blogging these few days.
but now i have.
'cause i have been damn depressed.
devastated.
but.

i never knew,
he would actually meet rie ytd night,
and passed her a parcel,
telling her to put it in our locker cause she has access to it,
and not to tell me or anyone about it.

so today when rie and i were at the locker area rie was telling me that she forgot the password to it.
and so i helped her opened and i saw it.

nicely decorated locker with little blue balls,
and a white parcel written joey in comic sans.
it's damn sweet.
actually i had that feeling that it's coming from him but i thought about what happened the past few days,
i brushed away the thought.

in the parcel was a huge bottle of jellybeans.
and a little note in it,damn sweet.
and there was also a little hidden note pasted somewhere on the box,
written with words so sweet and apologetic.

thank you so so much.
i know i had hinted to you about the jellybeans,
but i didnt know you'll get it secretly and surprise me in school.

i'm really really happy,
it's like on cloud nine,
dont tell me this is just a dream,
even if it is dont wake me up from it.

i love you so damn much.
thank you so damn freaking much too.
hahahahahha.
according to your letter,
you did make me smile on my beautiful face. (: (: (;

dedicated to you, my love.